WOW! Long time no type...crrazy

Well my life has changed a lot in the past year.
This summer was I think the best summer I have had. Met lots of new people - guys and girls - and everyday was a blast. Can't wait to go back!!

School is pretty good. It is weird not to have a lot of my friends there because many have gone away to grad school but it's getting better. Lots of new first years which I am getting to know. Some are strange, others are really nice.
It seems many people have changed this year in the department. Some for the good and some for the bad. But I guess everything happens for a reason.

Although I haven't written on here for a while, I have nothing else to say...hmm....
Well, may be on here later in the week, month, year (:S) for an update

Recital in 4 days :)......

I feel like we are drifting farther and farther apart as the days go by.

Am I trying or are you just not trying?

I guess I should have cherished our frienship when we use to be friends.

I guess you have moved on to big and better things ie other friends. better friends? or more popular friends?

Goodbye. Maybe we will be friends later in life...

I feel like we are drifting father and farther apart as the days go on.
Am I trying or are you just not trying?
I guess I should have cherished our friendship when we were friends...
Goodbye

No I haven't posted in a while but it has been busy. I am still busy I just thought I would write to say....
I am thinking of you...please stay well. :(

'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OFPLASTER AND STONE.

I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.

I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.

NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.

WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.


FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.

THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.

THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED
A CANADIAN SOLDIER.

WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED?

I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS
WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.

SOON ROUND THE WORLD,
THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,
AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATE
A BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY.

THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM
EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR,
BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS,
LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE.

I COULDN'T HELP WONDER
HOW MANY LAY ALONE,
ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE
IN A LAND FAR FROM HOME.

THE VERY THOUGHT
BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE,
I DROPPED TO MY KNEES
AND STARTED TO CRY.

THE SOLDIER AWAKENED
AND I HEARD A ROUGH VOICE,
SANTA DON'T CRY,
THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE;
I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM,
I DON'T ASK FOR MORE,
MY LIFE IS MY GOD,
MY COUNTRY, MY CORPS.

THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER
AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP,
I COULDN'T CONTROL IT,
I CONTINUED TO WEEP.

I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS,
SO SILENT AND STILL
AND WE BOTH SHIVERED
FROM THE COLD NIGHT'S CHILL.

I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE
ON THAT COLD, DARK, NIGHT,
THIS GUARDIAN OF HONOR
SO WILLING TO FIGHT.

THEN THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER,
WITH A VOICE SOFT AND PURE,
WHISPERED,"CARRY ON SANTA,
IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY, ALL IS SECURE".

ONE LOOK AT MY WATCH, AND
I KNEW HE WAS RIGHT.
"MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND,
AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT".

This poem was written by a Peace keeping soldier stationed overseas.
Make people stop and think of our heroes, living and dead, who sacrificed themselves for us. Please, do your small part to plant this small seed.

I don't understand.
Right now I don't understand anything.

Why am I 20 and never had a boyfriend? Am I too shy?

Why do guys that like me are a lot older then me? Do I act too old?

Why are some friends not friends with my anymore? Am I not being a good friend? Or are others better friends then me?....hmm?

If I curl up in a corner maybe nobody will notice I left...

I feel like we are drifting apart.
Is it because of you or me?.......